Two weeks from today, that will be the day. It has been a rough week. Thank God I have this to look forward to. Couple of things that I have learned about weddings...first CONTRACT!!! Always get one and get it signed. No matter how you feel about the person!!! The hotel I have one with has changed their requirements and has put us on the edge of the budget. On top of that, family members are struggling and it makes me worry. I worry about too much, sometimes. Finally, the little job I had, I found out was a sham to get what he could out of it. Two weeks before our wedding and he decides he can't afford me, after I have done the leg work for his success. That was my wedding funding, so I was devastated. Too far now to change plans; just need to pray we can eat afterwords, lol. This has been such a learning experience, not just about the process, but about myself. I do wish some things came easy, but sometimes the harder you work for it, the more you will appreciate it. God knows what I can handle and what I can't. He has seen me in action and watches over me. Thank you for reading today. That is all I have, I am worn out.